Some good and some bad

Life really seems to like to balance it self out there is no good without some bad I have come to learn that this week. But I guess its not a horrible thing because the bad really makes you appreciate the good.

Well I guess ill stop ranting about good And bad and just say why I feel this way. So I finished my end of my mission l papers everything that I can do is done. But my bishop wants me to do somethings before starts his part. He told me during my missionary interview that I need to prepare myself spiritually before he can do his part. He wants me to read my scriptures everyday for the next week and then report back to him on what I have read. Now this is not a problem I can read my scriptures everyday its just not somethind that I have done. 

My  problem with all of this Is that I have zero patience I don't want to wait! I want to have my papers in now so I can get mt calling already! Its not that I have to read because reading your scriptures is a great thing I just don't see why I couldn't do that and he submit my papers! Its just really frustrating.  But I know God does everything for a reason and maybe I do need to be spiritually prepared but I am excited about my mission now and I want my calling.

Now time for the good. I finally told my dad I am going on a mission. Now my dad is a serious muslim. And he knows I am Mormon. He has his Issues with it but he took it rather well! So that's good (:!

I guess my road to being a sister is going to be of waiting as much as I don't want to its apart of the journey.  So I guess ill have to take a breath and relax and wait it out. But it will be more than worth it in the end. And patience is defiantly something I am going to have to work on in order to be a successful missionary.

XOXO
(Impatient hopefully soon to be )
Sister Griffus

Finally!!!!!

AMEN.HALLUJUAH.PRAISE THE LORD.

 

Whatever it is you want to say my papers are done! no thanks to my bishop. Now I don't want to seem like I am ragging on my bishop because that's not at all what I am doing. I just thought he would have been more help and he wasn't but I guess it isn't his fault he has never really done this thing before. But I got it done and that's all that matters! they go in Sunday. I am so excited! you don't even understand I am not a patient person so the waiting process will be hard but at least I know they are in!

 

Xoxo

(Hopefully Soon to be)

Sister Griffus









Going to see the Bishop

Hello,

So today I am going to see the bishop about my papers. I am just about done. The only thing I have left is to figure out a payment plan. But my bishop has no idea what he's doing. It is the most frustrating thing ever trying to explain things to him and wait for him to get things done. It literally is going to drive me crazy. I really want to send my papers in! ughhh!!!!! I have no patience!!!!

XOXO
(Soon to be hopefully)
Sister Griffus

Half way through my papers.

Hello to whomever is reading this,

 

As of right now I am just about done with my papers. I got my wisdom teeth pulled today and I am writing in pain! blah! but I know it is for a good cause. I have heard that people can not be called on a mission. I know that it would be because our heavenly father has another plan for us. But I want this to be apart of my plan. I know that I can help people where ever I am sent. Being a missionary just recently became apart of my plan and I have prayed about it and received my Patriarchal blessing all signs point towards a mission. I am terrified that I wont be called. No matter what I have faith in my lord that he will do what it best for me.

Xoxo,
(Soon to be hopefully)
Sister Griffus!